woah!

kill cupid now!

i just want to get it straight. people are so goddamn mushy these days. the SG(spooky ghosts) had a really great project of making people let them deliver their presents to their crushes and loved ones. and that- i say- is so childish. that is so for first grade. a really corny move, if you were to ask me.

but i say the force of the environment is really agressive when it comes to gradual adapatation. see, i saw lots of guys giving flowers (roses-man's favorite flower) to their..uhmm..wuddayacallit... girls. (phew, that blew my mind thinking) and i felt like, why? i mean, they have this feeling that i dont have. and celebrating this day, love heart mushy romantice day. i felt annoyed, and at the same time.. confused. my mind hesitated that i think i need to achieve that kind of feeling too. and that's so adaptation force. jealous. but i dont think so. i dont know. i feel like missing everytime i see them doing that kind of thing, thrilling their emotions by doing those kinds of stuff. showing off their suave moves to their cuties.(that term is so.. gross). but when i think i have to have a girl like what those guys do. who? and what will i do if i have one? i dont know. its better to be numb. but its hard for every guy in this planet to resist a kind of environment that is subconciously beckoning him to join such mannerisms. out of place...i decided to be an abnormal person.. a numb one... but it wouldnt be constant..

And that is so senseless. a very senseless thing for me to post.

Dont tell anybody anything, if you do, you'll miss them most.

PS: is lost prophets US different from lost prophets UK? its driving me confused.

Currently Listening All We Know Is Falling By Paramore PRESSURE see related

belat!!!

hekhek! tumanda na ko, di ko na nagamit tong blog na to. matagal na ring panahon ang lumipas. eto nga trip trip lang for a while.

best songs for January 07

1.Hey Brittany!- Forever the Sickest Kids

2.Take A Drink-Quietdrive

3.Famous Last Words-My Chemical Romance

4.This Aint A Sin, ITs an Arms Race-Fall Out Boy

5.False Pretense-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

6.Day Late-Anberlin

7.Pressure-Paramore

8.Turquoise and Lavender-The Morning Of

9.Save You-Sins From A Movie

10.Some Things Never Change-The Forecast

"You know i aint care, coz i F***ing love this job, and i thank God for every moment that i am here.. HURRAH!" jamie Foxx ang lupet sa JARHEAD! favorite MOVIE!!! the best! naiyak ako sa niloko ng wife, gumawa pa yung wife ng sex video with the neighbor. kawawa yung sundalo.

THE OUTSIDER: kakaibang book, dahil sa librong to, ayoko nang magbasa ng iba pang books. gusto kong i analyze "BLOOD AND SAND"

Currently Listening When All That's Left Is You By Quietdrive Rise From The Ashes see related

pano ba daw malaman kung poser o hindi? get lost!

this is just an observation. wla lang. ksi as time goes by, we get older but no matter what happens we still young(starting line)..  anyways i just learned this. noticed the title? it suck really coz we dont need to calculate and determine if one's a poser. its so nonsense. pero lets just try for a god-forsaken trip.

yes, i infere its according to genre and fashion connection. you would listen to bands like papa roach or my chemical romance. get the eyeliners and wear black, think of morbid and lonely stuff. yes i can see alot of people doing that. but it depends also on the fashion sense of that guy. if he does listen to papa roach or MCR, and he wears black, his complexion is dark and he wants to let people see he is a morbid and dark guy, i think its not that cool or something. for instance, you listen to MCR, and you goddamn are wearing a black pinstripe suit and eyeliner spiked hair with emo bangs, just by going to the mall.. eew. if i were that guy, it would be better for me to wear just boxer shorts. i dpont feel the "my chemical romance" in him. some of them who are doing that are feeling the anarchy by braking the rules.. when i went to the mall, they are so loud that they wnat people to notice their.. being morbid and dead. Anarchy and punks not dead, i think for me, is not a cool phrase anymore when i saw those people.

Even worse, is that the fashion and music dont connect. for instance you are wearing eyeliner, you are so emo in fashion. but suddenly in a presentation you sing.... "HAWAK KAMAY DI KITA IIWAN SA PAGLAKBAY.. or "BOOM TARAT TARAT(exag.)" tama ba? i think not. i felt the "poserity" in that. but REALLY I DONT CARE I TELL YOU. (this is just a blog please!!!)

Actions are also included.. oh shit, i sound like chick!.. if you are an alternative, just be simple, you are a punk, be scandalous but dont show it to the public, you are emo, just be poetic and silent.. do an unfathomable face. you are a pop, wear horny stuff? i dont know.. haha! but for me, i think wearing simple and acting simple would be better than anything else. MORE SIMPLE, ITS BETTER RIGHT.

and one more of being better.. please.. DONT SHOW OFF!!! BE HUMBLE FOR GOD"S SAKE!!!

PS: Sophomore Year Was A Bad Idea, medyo malayo pa... 6 songs plng ang nagagawa at 3 songs plang ang mastered.  i think need 5 more to compose.. all of it was about being in high school

dec.7,2006

 i always wanted to be a student teacher.. but they got the first slot.. coz they are the first section, and also,, far more intelligent than i am. so, they were chosen.. it was kinda cool being in a situation that someone teaches you academically and the teacher is just your age. weird, when u r in high school.. maybe there is discrimation within.. but i just couldnt find it myself. once when he asked us a question, he translated it in filipino. damn, the subject is english. does he think we are stupid? i mean, possibly yes but hell we could understand english ourselves. but its ok. just accept things how they outcome. so, this was the day the japanese cruised on hawaii and dropped bombs using planes and kamikazee suiciders and torpedo submarines, causing mississippi boat to come to an end. well, also the day students taught students, or students invaded students. i dont know. but i mean? they are already exposed? could we take time for less intelligent people. "no! sorry!" that would be the answer. are teachers feeling lazy to teach lazy students. no determination more discrimitaion. something like that. or maybe teachers fell afraid that if less intelligent students would go teach it up and ended up being laughed due to stupidity. is that it? its not it.

"stupid people do not have limits, but intelligent people do"

PS: i was feeling lazy when writing this.. and also this is the day to say, "advanced happy birthday, josh the whip!"